Collaboratory

I had soooooooooo much fun! It was fun to watch Issy dance, though I wish I could move like that. I definetly envy her, just because she is Issy and because she has Roberto. O well, I guess I'll live. Well, I'm pretty sure that Brad didn't get much sleep last night. I mean, I did kind of throw a lot at him. There's no going back now. I hope that I didn't just screw my self over. That would really suck if I did. My life is fucked up enough right now as it is. I'm not sure if I did the right thing, but I know that I definetly did something. But Franklin was right, as much as I hate to admit it, when he said that it would be better if he heard it from me than from Bobby. I couldn't tell exactly what his reaction was as I was looking at his eyes, not his face. I do know that he looked at me and then blinked. What that means, I have no clue. I don't really remember what I said, but I do remember saying that I am bi and asking him if it was ok with him. He told me something, that it was fine or something like that, and then saying that I was a really great person. Awwwwwww. He is soooooooo sweet. I really didn't wanna tell him, but Franklin convinced me. Damn those eyes of his! And his looks! He kept giving me THE look, if you know what I'm talking about. Well, my life should be pretty interesting for the next few days! Not that that is a bad thing, but I don't know. The one thing that I do know is, I'm nervous.

wednesday

NO TRACK!!!!! I am sooooo happy! I can sleep and eat as much of anything that I want! Yaaaay! I had a pretty good day. Except for orchestra. That was bad. I was so nervous because he gave a us a pop quiz and it just HAD to be the part that I don't know. I didn't have to go, but I will tomarrow. Yikes. I brought my violin home to practice and then discovered that I had no music. Brillliant. I feel so blonde. Must be the highlights finally kicking in.Well, my day interersting enough. I seemed to have learned somethings from a questionair. Though I already suspected them, I still don't like it. Not good. And I'm not just talking about mine. Gaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! My dog just ate my dinner! Hmf, well, I guess I've gotta go and fix me some more!As an afterthought, I really wanna know EXACTLY what went on at Andykins's house.

fluff

Basically, I'm typing because I am sooooooooooo bored. I just finished writing the scripts of MY version of ActIII Scene 2 of Romeo and Juliet. We are doing the play for english. And get this, I have to make out with someone because I was lucky enough to be assigned the role of Juliet. Well, it's official, we are using puppets. Though I'm not sure that that's any better. My hand making a puppet make out with another puppet/hand. GRRRRRRRRRRR! Rhinehart sucks! He just needs to...I'll be nice. But you get the idea. I just read Franklin's blog and heard from Isabel what happened the other night. Again, I'm going to be nice (what is up with this?), for Franklin's sake. Though I'd love nothing more than to laugh and laugh and stare at him dumbfounded. Seriously. But like he said, it was good exercise. Really good. Now all he has to do is sprint that and be just like us on the track team. LoL. Well, I'm over at Isabel's right now, and she is about to practice her saxophone so I might wanna get off. Well, Not much to say exceot that tomarrow should be interesting.

Animals

I miss my animals. Today during track thats all I could think about. I have lost 6 kitties and a dog. I lost 2 cats, Precious and Oscar, when my dad kicked me out, 2 had to go to the humane society, Tigger and Robin who were orange tabby twins, 1 ran away, meagan, the calico and 1 had to be put to sleep, Buddy, the yellow tiger tabby. Plus one of my dogs had to go to the humane society. The number of animals had decreased by over half in the last month. Mittens, my 13 year old gray tiger tabby, is having seizures and stuff and might not be around for too much longer. Her brother, DJ, is also 13 and has his own problems from old age. Brook, my 14 year old dog, is getting near the time for her to go because of her problems. She's deaf, partially bling and can't hold herself up a while without falling. My dog Nakoda, the black and white husky/malamute, is having major hip problemsand is in a lot of pain. He is six right now and the vet said he would probably only make it to the age of 7. Plus, my mom is thinking about going down to one cat in my house over there. That means that I'd have to lose another cat. I don't know if I can deal with that. I have a feeling that this year is going to be very painful. I really don't want to lose them, they are my life.

3 Miles!

I ran 3 miles! Well, it was supposed to be 3.1, but we took a shortcut or two so it equaled 3 miles instead. Hey, you would too if you had to run that much! Issy got to get out of it, her excuse was cotillion. Hmf. If you're reading this, I'm gonna kill you!! I ran the most that I ever have and YOU skipped it! And I didn't even have an asthma attack. I came really close, but I didn't actually have one. I twisted my ankle, but other than that, I did it just fine. My calves are KILLING me. I don't know what I'm gonna do about it either. Maybe go to the doctor, I dunno. I don't like them. O well, I can't stand the pain anymore. I was close to tears yesterday, so I'm gonna do what I have to. Well, can't wait to see you Issy, so that I chew you out. Funfunfun.

survey

1. First Name:Sabrina 2. Were you named after anyone? Not really, and yes, that includes the teenage witch 3. Do you wish on stars? yes 4. When did you last cry? today 5. Do you like your handwriting? i think its fine, its the other people who have problems with it 6. What is your favorite lunch meat? first of all, i dont know if what they serve at school is even classified as meat, second, ham 7. What is your birth date? January 3rd, 1990 8. What is your most embarrassing CD? a country cd, i dont even remember the name of it 9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? ummm, probably 10. Are you a daredevil? when no one is watching 11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? ahem, i dont wanna say this but, yes, only once though. Isabel knows (CD) 12. Do looks matter? depends. if its about me, the yes. about choosing other people, not really 13. How do you release anger?run, scream , and occasionally, cuss 14. Where is your second home? isyy's or susans 15. What is your favorite game? truth or truth 16. What was your favorite toy as a child? hot wheels 17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? gym 18. Do you have a journal? i dont know if you could call it that 19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? me? never! 20. What is your favorite movie? too many to choose from 21. What are your nicknames? brina, sister, brie, my little french cheese 22. Would you bungee jump? duh! 23. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? if i have the time or the energy, which mostof the time i have neither 24. Do you think that you are strong? im not gonna be humble, yes 25. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? moose tracks or cookies and cream 26. Shoe Size? 9.5 27. favorite colors? purple, blue, green 28. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? physically, my stomach, otherwise, my mask. 29. Who do you miss most? friends, namely issy, brad, and franklin too. 31. What color pants are you wearing right now? blue jeans 32. What are you listening to right now? dispatch-the general 35. What is the weather like right now? windy and cold 36. Last person you talked to on the phone? isabel, i guess 37. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair, i think 38. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Por supuesto! (Of course!) Very much so! 39. How Are You Today?tires, sore, hungry,but great 40.Favorite Drink? mountain dew 41. Favorite Sport? SOCCER!!!! 42. Hair Color? brown 43. Eye Color? hazel (brownish green) 44. Do you wear contacts? no.45. Favorite Food? PICKLES!!!!!46. Last Movie You Watched? Nightmare Before Christmas47. Favorite Day Of The Year? my birthday,duh48. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? both. Summer Or Winter? winter50. Hugs OR Kisses?both51. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!54. Living Arrangements? lots of cats, dogs, a bird and my mum, though i could include her when i count how many animals live in my house...55. What Book(s) Are You Reading? The Golden Compass (something Brad gave me for my bday) and Something Wicked This Way Comes, among others56. What's On Your Mouse Pad? coca cola57. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? Lost58. Favorite Smells? Vanilla, friends (close ones) , not that i go around smelling my friends or anything, but the onesthat i cudle with are comfprting with their smell. Weird I know, but so?!59. Rolling Stones or Beatles? beatles60. Do you believe in Evolution or Creationism? i believe that God created evolution, so both.61. What's the furthest you've been from home? florida62. What is your favorite TV show(s)? CSI.63. Handwritten letters or email? doesnt really matter, as long as i get somethingor else i go crazy.64. Favorite coffee drink? cappaccino or mocha

Buddy

I miss him. I really do. On the way back from the vet, I heard avril lavigne's I Miss You song and I really started to cry. It was perfect timing and it explained exactly how I felt. I still can't believe that it actually happened. I wish it hadn't. I don't really kow what to do except to stay busy. He was sucha beautiful kitty. Yelloe tiger tabby, with the most beautiful fur ever. So soft. I cry now just thinking about him. I will never forget him. He was my Buddy and alays will be.

Track

Track was awful today. Coach moved me up from a sprinter to a distance runner. That means that I had to run with the long distance people today. Sure, I got to run with Issy, but I had to run over 2 miles. Plus, my dad kicking me out of the house really hit me hard today for some reason. I don't really know why, but it did. Anyway, after we ran that, we had to weight lift. I lifted with the distance runners, then I lifted with the boys because I seem to be able to lift a little more than some people. Justin had picked out 15 pounds to curl with and I picked out 20. When he saw how much I was lifting I guessed he changed his amount because when I next looked, he was lifting 25 pounds. Show off. He HAS to lift more than anyone else. What annoys me the most about someone, well, not the most, but it's up there, is when someone has to brag. On the track, I was so proud of myself because I ran the miles and I didn't even walk, let alone stop. Yaaaaaay! Hee hee. I felt so good after ward. And, Issy, you were right about what you said about detaching yourself from your body. I discovered what you meant when I was sprinting that last 100 meters. My legs kicked into gear while my mind kinda watched. It was a weird feeling. Well, I'll be feeling that tomorrow, but oh well. I can't wait to run track tomorrow! (Notice that sarcasm). When I got home, we went to wendy's and I pigged out. Not good. But I'm feeling bad. Well, I've gotta go and eat some chocolate and try not to think about my dad. Bye bye.

Birthday!

It was my birthday today! I am now 15, which means that I can officially date! Woot! It was funny, earlier today me and Isabel were walking down to Java to meet Brad and Franklin when I started to discuss our plans. Brad had just asked me out to Fat Jimmy's for dinner later tonight, but I didn't know if I could go because my mom hadn't said yes yet. She has this annoying habit of talking to people's parents before making any decisions. Grrrrrr. Well, anyway, we were walking and I told her that I hoped that I could go but that I wasn't sure because I wasn't allowed to date until I was 15. There was a moment of silence and then it hit me ( along with isabel's hand), I turned 15 today! To be exact, I said "Oh shit! I'm 15 today!" then Isabel, being her lovely, nice little self, said "Duh!" and smacked on the back of the head. It was soooooo funny at the moment. Neither one of us could believe that I had actually forgot that it was my birthday. It was hilarious. Well, after we were done cracking up, we went on to Java to meet Brad and Franklin and played a game of Scrabble in which we ended the game in a tie. Brad and me then walked to Fat Jimmy's where we ate cheese pizza chatted about anything that popped into our heads. Of course, as many people know, with me that can be just about anything. Hee hee. Anyways, after we ate we walked back to his house. On the way to eat and back to his house, Brad held my hand. he actually did it, I didn't have to take his first! I am so happy that he is actually initiating something! When we got back to his house, we sat down on the sofa to talk until my mom got there. When she did, we hugged at the door, and I kissed him. It was on the cheeck, but it was something. Then he kissed me back! Yaaaaaay! He told me that he loved me, then I had to leave. His dad had been in the room earlier, but he had left. My mom had turned around to go back to the car when I kissed him. Yes, i had to kiss him to even get a kiss, but he did kiss me back. Like Aimee said, I guess that sometimes you have to start things yourself. Every time I think about it, I smile. I can't wait til HE kisses me! It was the best birthday present that he could have given me. Plus, it was my first real date, and it was my birthday.