insomnia

I can't sleep. I just can't. I haven't had any caffeine in a while, so I know that it can't be that.I just have a lot on my mind (what's new?) and I wish that I had someone to talk to. I'm in a weird mood. It's like, happy, frustrated, horny, and depressed. Freaky,no? Oh well, I guess there are worse places to be. Most of all, right now at least, I am lonely.Not in a misunderstood kind of way, just in a missing poeple kind of way. I really just want some companionship right now, or some cuddling. Either would work. I really miss Maeghan. Or anyone that would hold me, act like they like me like that, you know, just know that I am loved. That's really what I am craving right now. I know that I'm not unloved, I just really need someone. But that can't happen. So I am going to g oback upstairs, before I get caught, and cuddle a pillow so that I can maybe get some sleep. Love to you all. Nighty-night.