You should read my last post first for this one to make sense.
Writing that last post, my hands were shaking. I felt sick to my stomach, and I was so close to not publishing it, not showing you all how vulnerable I am, not letting you all see what's inside of me, how I feel. I didn't want you all to see how truly weak I am, how I pretend to be strong, when I'm really not.But I did. Because you all are my friends, and I think that you all deserve it. I hope to god that you all with still be my friends, and not judge me for it. I hated doing it. I am still tempted to delete it before you all get home from school. Before you have the chance to read it.But I won't. I can't. It's already there, and that's where it's gonna stay. I love you all.
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hi. i know that that was really hard for you to do and for you to admit. i wish that you didn't have to deal with that, but there is something in everyones life that they do not want to remember. do not want to remember and do not want to re play. trust me. trust your heart.
Aimee, emmanuel, and i will probably never have the same relationship with our father. i also know that andrew doesn't like to see his. there is always a problem. but there is always someone else who will help and understand the problem with you.
you know that i'm here and that megan is here and that your friends and family is here. i just hope that you realize that we don't judge you and that we love you no matter what someone has doen to you in the past.
those are the only words of advice i can give you. i also hope that you realize i had to deal with it as well.
well i love you and i'm talking to you.
love eryn
Brie, I love you too. I won't judge you. I cried reading that post because I could relate to so much of what you were saying, that pain that you were describing. I don't know exactly what you're going through, just like you don't know exactly what I'm going through, because none of our situations are exactly alike. But what we have in common we can help eachother with. Just know that there is always someone out there who loves you, cares about you, who wants to help, and who can help.
I love you, and I'm sorry that you have to go through this. You don't deserve it. None of us do.
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