Thursday, May 12, 2005

fuck

I'M A FUCKING RETARD!!!How could I be such an idiot! Issy, I'M SO SORRY!!!! I really am, I didn't mean it. You know that you're smart, and you have enough common sense to take up for the rest of us idiots who don't. Like me. How could I be so damn stupid?! We were joking about everyone, blonde's, fucktard, dipshits, everything. Even Andrew. I was joking. I know that that isn't an excuse. I'm your best friend (at least I hope I am), and I love you. I would never do that to you on purpose. I didn't think, and I sure as hell did NOT mean it. Oh my god, Issy, you really don't know how sorry I am. If I could take it back ,I would. In a heartbeat.But I can't. So please, accept my apologies. I feel like shit over it, and I truly didn't mean it. Again, I'M SORRY. I can't say it enough.I love you, with all my heart. Just remember that. I hope that this won't do anything to what you think about me. I LOVE YOU, a million things unsaid.

1 comment:

isabel said...

it's ok sweetie. normally i'd have laughed about it, just like normally i wouldn't have cared that andrew dragged me into a wall, or that my finger was crushed in a door (or at least i wouldn't have cried about it), but it had been a bad day. i'm sorry for making you feel so bad. i love you too

Issy