Friday, September 30, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
I think you need this
Eryn, I love you sweetie. Just know I'm here, and I want you to be here as well.
I send my love through this screen, you need it.
I send my love through this screen, you need it.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
stole it from Issy
If you have anything to say to the person who posts this, say it to them. If you love them, tell them. If you hate them, tell them. Whatever you have to say to this person, even if its something you're having trouble saying, if the person posts this entry, say it to them. You may never get a chance to, so just do it. Warning: Do not post this in your journal unless you really want people to do it. I expect good things but I expect bad things as well, and that is something you have to take into consideration. Not all of what you hear will be good. no grudges may be held for anything said.Note: if it's really something you don't want others to know, just email it to me...
Sunday, September 18, 2005
it's been a while
I know I know.It's been a while since I last wrote something in here, but I just haven't really known what to put.I have had tons of projects, though I know that it doesn't even begin to compare to Andykins IB crap, but it's still kept me busy.I have hung with some friends a couple of times, but I still miss you guys.School just doesn't cut it, not by a long shot.Plus, my mum has been going insane in the chore area.A few other things have happened, and if you need to know about them you already do,other than that, everything's been normal.Ish.I can't say completely normal, but then again, when can I?Well, I hope that you guys have been ok and have had some fun.I'll ttyl.
Monday, September 12, 2005
september 11th
Yes, I realize that today is not the 11th, but yesterday was, and I just wanted to write something about it as it affected us all.I rememberm 4 years ago now, when it happened. I didn't know about it until I got to my language arts class, 4th period, and my teacher, Mr.Tong, had it on the TV.I immediately knew something was up as we never watched TV in his class. HE told us to watch this, that it was actually happening.I looked at the TV, and just then the 2nd plane hit.I was in shock.I couldn't cry.I didn't want to watch, but I couldn't look away either.This couldn't be happening, and yet it was. I watched as people ran away screaming, as firefighters and police ran into the building, as people jumped or fell from the buildings.It was horrific.I don't think that I'll ever forget it.I don't think I want to.It was such a terrible day, I shall always remember it.All those kids who lost one parent, or both, all those people who were never found, all those firemen and rescue workers who gave their lives to save others.They are truly heroes, and should be remembered as such.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
my first xc meet!
Yeah, I had my first xc meet today.It was pretty...exhausting, hot, and yet exhilerating.I came in 18th out of 32 girls, JV of course, but I was the third to cross the finish line for our team out of the 9 girls that were there.I was dead. But coach came up to me and was like "You're my hero. That was an outstanding race!".That was amazing.Coach has never said anything like that to me before, so I was happy, to say the least.And so was he, evdidently.I'm so proud of myself.I finished the race, and I didn't walk once.Not once.My time was 28:49.53.Not bad for my first race I guess.I was supposed to surge around all the turns, but I ended up only being able to do about half.But the hills were mine.I sprinted up and down every one. It almost killed me,, but hey, I'm still here.Now that I know I can do it, I just gotta work on my time.But that will come later.Right now I'm just happy with how I did.Amyways, I'm gonna go take a bath and soak because if I thought I was sore yesterday, it was nothing compared to today.Every part of my body hurts except my head and neck.Joy, right?I literally had to roll out of Issy's bed to get up this morning.So yeah, I'm really sore, and gonna go not move now.Bibi.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
fluff
Fluff is what I put in a piece of writing just to fill it.Filler. Filling. Ok, I've had my fun with that. I promise.Fluff. Hee hee. Ok ok, I'm done.For real.Lol, anyways I just got back from xc and no one's online. It was my first day back in quite a while, and it was a hard day, but I enjoyed it. Yes, I did just say that I enjoyed a hard day of practice. We did ladders, and it's like repeats increasing by 100 meters each time. We had to do that up the football hill.When he told us, I was like, you're nuts. That hill is suicide.But hey, we all know how much we all wanna die, that's why we're on the team, right?So anyway, we did that, and it took the entire practice.I am pretty damn proud of myself.I stayed kinda middle to front, and on the last time going up the hill, I was third.Third. There was a guy (I can't remember which one, not that there are that many anyway), then Nancy, and then me. I was in front of Withers.That felt really good.I didn't feel too bad while I was running, in fact, I felt great, and I wasn't all that tired, but when practice was over, I felt really bad. My stomach was hurting and I was nauseated and stuff.But I felt great running.I really did miss it.I just had to say that. And guess what? Coach Withers said that I have the potential to be the next Jenna. For all those who don't know, that's a pretty big compliment.She's a senior, and she's pretty damn good. Granted, Nancy and Summer can beat her, but oh well.I've always seen Jenna as someone to look up to, someone I wished I could be like, in running at least.And then he said that.It was great.Then we had a team discussion and Coach Elliot complimented everyone on the JV team (the one I'm on) but me.Oh well, I had already gotten a compliment, and that's just coach.Anyway, not much to say, but I've got homework to finish now, so I shall go.Oh, by the way, before Gibson left school today she saw my arm. She was like, "I forbid you to cut."It was funny, the way she said, and it kinda shocked me because I didn't think anyone had seen them, and I didn't know that she knew at all.But hey, oh well, she had had a pretty shitty weekend, and I feel sorry for her.Don't worry,they are old, and I'm in a good mood.Just a random thing that popped into my head.We all know how that goes.Lol.See y'all tomorrow.Oh yeah!I saw Travis Balls (I know I know, but that's his last name) and Andykins and Franklin all on Frankfort Ave. when I was driving form Walgreens to my house today.Twas weird.But cool.None of you saw me though, but that's ok.Bibi.
Saturday, September 03, 2005
eh, an update I guess
Yeah, I really have no reason to write anything excecpt to update, since I haven't done that in a while.But yeah, I don't feel like complaining about stuff because I know that there are some people who have more to complain about than I but may chosse not to.So anyways, when I was going to write this entry, I just happened to glance at the place where it says how many posts you have made.69.I have made 69 posts.Yeah, yeah, I know, my mind is in the gutter, but oh well.That's probably where it will stay for a while.So anyways, yesterday was Andykins' birthday. He had to march on his birthday. That's just plain wrong.But at least he had a good bday, or so I heard. I wish I could have been there, but alas, I couldn't.Sorry Andykins.But maybe we can do somethign some other time for your bday.What do you want as a present anyway?Tell me, so I can get it for you, because I really have no idea.But yeah, this is a 3 day weekend, so yay!Maybe we'll finally get a chance to hang out. That would be cool, as some of us haven't seen each other in forever.Haven't really got much else to say, so I'm gonna go. Ttyl.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
personality thingy
I saw this on Gibson's blog.
Extraversion
60%
Stability
66%
Orderliness
33%
Accommodation
56%
Interdependence
63%
Intellectual
16%
Mystical
36%
Artistic
10%
Religious
16%
Hedonism
10%
Materialism
30%
Narcissism
36%
Adventurousness
43%
Work ethic
10%
Self absorbed
36%
Conflict seeking
16%
Need to dominate
23%
Romantic
56%
Avoidant
50%
Anti-authority
50%
Wealth
10%
Dependency
50%
Change averse
56%
Cautiousness
50%
Individuality
50%
Sexuality
50%
Peter pan complex
76%
Physical security
36%
Physical fitness
50%
Histrionic
30%
Paranoia
23%
Vanity
30%
Hypersensitivity
56%
Female cliche
36%
Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture
Well, not too bad I don't think. Some of it is true, I think. What do you think?
Extraversion
60%
Stability
66%
Orderliness
33%
Accommodation
56%
Interdependence
63%
Intellectual
16%
Mystical
36%
Artistic
10%
Religious
16%
Hedonism
10%
Materialism
30%
Narcissism
36%
Adventurousness
43%
Work ethic
10%
Self absorbed
36%
Conflict seeking
16%
Need to dominate
23%
Romantic
56%
Avoidant
50%
Anti-authority
50%
Wealth
10%
Dependency
50%
Change averse
56%
Cautiousness
50%
Individuality
50%
Sexuality
50%
Peter pan complex
76%
Physical security
36%
Physical fitness
50%
Histrionic
30%
Paranoia
23%
Vanity
30%
Hypersensitivity
56%
Female cliche
36%
Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture
Well, not too bad I don't think. Some of it is true, I think. What do you think?
Monday, August 29, 2005
just got back from cross country practice
As the title says, I just got back from practice. Coach dropped me off, which is in itself weird.Anyways, today was an easy day. we went on a 15-20 minute run around the neighborhood, then lifted weights.This was the forst practice that I have been to in almost 2 weeks, and it felt so good to run. I really wanted to keep going. And I didn't have to stop and walk either. Every other time that we've done a neighborhood run like that I've had to stop. This time I didn't. I ran with Amanda, and we talked the entire time. It was cool.Amanda is a really cool person to run with, because we stay busy talking.It makes things a lot easier. When we got back to the school, I wasn't even out of breath. My muscles weren't all that happy, but it felt really good.There is a mee tthis Saturday, and i plan on going. I have to be at the school at 6:30 am.That part isn't too cool, but I'd still like to see how I do for my first cross country meet.I'm excited, but nervous.Lol, it should be interesting though. Anyway, we're supposed to keep a running log. He said he is going to check it everyday. We might have a problem there. He wants us to write down everything we eat, how much we sleep,all that good stuff.Well, let's see. I eat a small breakfast, as in whatever I can grab as I run out the door, I don't eat lunch because it makes me sick, and I have fast food, or a small dinner because eating a tom makes my stomach hurt.Then there's the sleep thing. I'm fine, but I don't think coach would like the fact that I didn't sleep at all last night, and I haven't had many hours of sleep for a couple of nights. It's annoying at night, but I'm no worse for it. I think I shall have to bs my way through this. issy, maybe you can help me.Thanks. Well, I'm gonna go find something to eat. Bibi.
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