Failed

So this sucks, a lot. And I'm not sure how to deal with it. I can get along fine if I ignore it, but I can only do that for so long. I'm going to be with the sophomores from last year. I'm going to have to sit here and watch my friends, and everyone else, all the people that I've gone through middle and most of high school with, graduate this year and move on to college, while I still have to stay. How am I supposed to handle that? What do you do? Not that there is much I can do, but how can I just go back to school, after having failed? I don't think I can face people, knowing that. Everywhere I go, people are always commenting or asking, so what grade are you now, you're almost out of high school, how does it feel to be a senior. Well, I wouldn't know, because I'm not. I'm still a junior, and it sucks. '09, not '08, like I have thought for 3 years. I never in my life thought I would fail a grade. Yeah, sure, a class, maybe 2, but never 4, and never and entire year. And if I did, I didn't think that I wouldn't be able to fix it, that I couldn't afford it. This is really getting to me, and I don't like it, especially because I can't change it. I feel helpless.