thanksgiving

Today is thanksgiving, and I'm currently at my grandma's. I know this is corny and all, but I guess I need a little optimism right now, so I'm gonna list some things that I am happy to have at the moment.

-First and foremost, Maeghan. I'm really happy, and lucky, to have her, and I enjoy all the time we spend together though it is never enough.

-Friends.I know that we are all going through a lot right now, and not all of us may be happy, but we're still here, and we still have a chance to work it out.

-My grandma. Although I may not want to admit it, she is getting old and may not be around for many more of these type of things. I really love her, she is an awesome person, and I'll miss her when she's gone.

-I guess I'm even happy that I have a semi-family. I mean, yeah, we don't always get along, but at least I do have a home.

-Pumpkin pie, weird I know, but I'm hungry, and it is reeeeeally good.

So, I hope that you all have a semi-decent Thanksgiving, even though most of us do have to spend it with family, and some that we aren't too fond of, but I hope you can still find a way to enjoy it.










Damn, that really was optimistic, wasn't it?

Boredom

If you fill this out, I'll do the same for you. I haven't done this in a while, and I felt like doing it again.Lol, and if it's easier, or you just feel like it, you could email it to me. So yeah, have fun. I'm a loser, I know, but I don't care.

what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. i asked u out?:

:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?:

:HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?:

:AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

Hee hee, long, but hey, it's something to do.

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You scored -12 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight) For the most part, you are bisexual. You have a slight preference for the same gender, but either gender would suit you. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: %20alt="free%20online%20dating"%20src=" Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: in the shower Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: yes Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: someday Do you belive in yourself: sometimes Do you get Motion Sickness: yes Do you think you are Attractive: sometimes Are you a Health Freak: no Do you get along with your Parents: no Do you like Thunderstorms: i love them Do you play an Instrument: yes In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yes In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: yes Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: yes How do you want to Die: not right now What do you want to be when you Grow Up: something to do with animals What country would you most like to Visit: france In a Boy/Girl.. Favourite Eye Color: doesn't matter Favourite Hair Color: doesn't matter Short or Long Hair: doesn't matter Height: doesn't matter Weight: doesn't matter Best Clothing Style: doesn't matter Number of Drugs I have taken: depends on definition of drugs Number of CDs I own: too many to count Number of Piercings: 2, but i want more Number of Tattoos: none, but i want some Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Bambi Which DISNEY character are you most like? brought to you by Quote: Standing in a crowded room but why do I still feel alone You hide lonlieness. You feel as if no one is there even if someone is right there talking to you. You think that they don't know or understand the real you. People seem to shun you out and ignore you because they don't notice you a lot since you keep to yourself. People don't see all you want is someone to notice you the real you. Someone to stay by yourside and be with you so that you are not alone. You feel as if you will be alone forever. You wonder why everyone ignores you. So you think that there must be something wrong with you. And you begin to hate yourself. You try and change but that didn't do anything they still don't seem to care or they notice you but you still can't help but feel alone. Don't worry I know how that feels. You have to wait for a day when you find someone worth your love. Because the love you've kept inside will prove its worth then. One day you'll find someone. You just have to be willing to wait and if you do your reward will be great ~We all hide something from the world...What do you hide~(with beautiful dark pictures) brought to you by RAVEN EYES You have Raven Eyes! Positive Traits: Intellectual, Wise, Experienced, Honest, Trustworthy Negative Traits: Pompous, Condescending, Withdrawn, Pessimistic, Depressed Your eyes are the windows to your soul. What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by

Just Posting

Yeah, I just feel like posting something. So I am. Today is Sunday, and a hell of a day at that. And it's not over yet. I wish it was. Right now I'm at my grandma's, but we shall be leaving soon and going back home. I'll be spending the night at mum's tonight. Oh well, it was worth it, because I got to see Maeghan.That was awesome. Yeah, I spent the night at her house Friday, and that was pretty cool. Then I was with her most of the day on Saturday as well, which was fun. I was supposed to spend the night at Eryn's Saturday night, but Susan called and told me that mum had changed her mind and that I couldn't. I had talked to mum Friday afternoon, and she told me that I had Friday and Saturday to do what I wanted, but that I had to be home by 2 on Sunday. I specifically asked if I could spend both nights as someone's house. She said yes. Mind you, all this didn't happen without a price, but I was going to be able to spend 2 nights with Maeghan and hang out with all my friends. And then mum changes her mind. I love how she can do that.Oh yeah, today was definetly one hell of a day. But I guess I should be happy that I didn't have to go home until 10. And I got to see the Pest (which was awesome), But I'm A Cheerleader (that was beautiful), and Coyote Ugly. No comment needed for that one.So, all in all, damn good 2 days. Oh, and on Tuesday Maeghan and I will have been dating for 8 months. Isn't that awesome? Hee hee, I love it. Maybe we could do something, like the movies. I dunno, and that's only if I can anyways. But I shall try. See you guys tomorrow, I gots to go back to the house to do more work.And yes, I just said gots.

Halloween

Halloween was cool. I got to go trick-or-treating with Eryn and Andykins, which was awesome, and then we went to a party. Man, they had the greatest food! I wanna go back...and the kiddies were so cute! They were everywhere.I felt so old, and yet not.It was cool, I had fun, and it might have been my last one, so at least I got to spend it with friends. Once again, don't have much time, just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still alive, even though I know you see me everyday.Lol. Well, I'm gonna go, because mum says bed.Ttyl.

A rare occasion to update

I'm taking advantage of this time to update, since I don't have computer access at my aunt's. I am at mum's doing some homework thatI could only do here, and it's really weird. It's kinda awkward. It turns out, we didn't get to meet with Phil, he didn't have time. I dunno if that's a good thing or not, but at least I didn't have to deal with that. A couple of things have happened, regarding groundings and such, but not much I can do about that.I hope to be able to do something this weekend, like collaboratory, but I don't know if I can. I hope to. But yeah, I've gotta go, because I have homework to do, and I have a headache. So, I'll see you guys in school tomorrow.

Still in Illinois

Yeah. Yesterday was busy. I hope today will be a day to relax. Although not to say that yesterday was bad. I got to see some people that I hadn't seen in over a year, so that was cool. I really missed them. Debbie is Susan's lifelong best friend, and about 6 months ago her house was burned down. Completely. It was gone.The cause was her son, Matt. He accidently left a candle burning all night, and it started the fire. He felt so bad. I felt so sorry for them.I mean, all their belongings, memories, everything. Gone. You can replace materials goods, but memories are irreplacable. As is the feeling of home. They rebuilt the house, and most of it is done, but it's still not the same.It was weird for me, because I used to stay there, and the room that I slept in was burned to the ground. If it was weird for me, I can't even imagine what it must be like for them. It really made me appreciate everything that I have. We went up to visit them, because they are really having a rough time. But it was good for everyone that we got to see each other. And I also saw Mary and Jack yesterday as well. I love Mary to death, she is awesome. She's the grandmother everyone wants. Not that my grandma isn't great, by any means, I love her, but Mary is most definetly a kid at heart. She collects coyotes, and all different kinds of glasses. She has over 50 pairs. Weird, no? But they are so amazing.She has such cool stuff. Her basement is filled with all this old time, entertaining, awesome crap. I mean, it is the shit.We were on the go non-stop yesterday. We went from resteraunt, to store, to resteraunt, to Debbie's house, to store, not to mention the hours in the car in between. I'm talking another 5 hours, at least.And we come home tomorrow, so I get to do another 7 hours. Gah.But we haven't done anything much today, and they are taking a nap (YES!) so I think I'm gonna go and relax while I can.The point of this entire vacation is to reduce stress. Well, in some ways, it does, but in others, not so much. I miss you guys, but it's also nice being away, from certain people,like my mum.So yeah, it's ok here. See ya later.

In Illinois

Yup, I'm here, in Bloomington, Illinois. They don't have AIM on this computer, so I decided that I would just post in here instead. Well, today was...long. I got home from Andykins's house last night and had a ton of things to do. I finally get ready to go to be at around 2, and my aunt decides to tell me something that she calls "good news". My 5 year old cousin Josh is coming with us. Yeah. I mean, I love him and all, but I mean, I already had 3 year old to deal with. Plus I am really tired, wanting to go to bed, and stressed out. So yeah, that didn't go over too well.Anyways, that was one long ass car ride. Out of 7 hours, they sleep no more than 15 minutes. And Susan has to drive, so guess who go to take care of them. Yeah, I can already see how this weekend is gonna go. My aunt, who is oh so brilliant, also decides to stop at Wal-Mart for an hour. Yeah, a 3 year old and a 5 year old in a toy section and no money. Not pretty.BUT I GOT A SLINKY!!!KICK ASS!!! Anyways, ha,it was only 89 cents, lol,yeah, and I've been wanting one for quite while. Nevermind the fact that it's a junior one...hee hee. Thank goodness I have that and my ipod. Not like I could listen to it in the car, they never slept, and I spent half the time unbuckled, breaking up the 2 midgets. Yeah, one likes to spit and hit and throw things while the other screams really loudly. Yeah, I can't tell you how many times I got beaned in the head with some sort of hard object. Gah, someone remind me NEVER to do that again, please. But hey, it's late, they munchkins are going to bed (finally!) and I have a computer. I guess it's not so bad. Could definetly be worse. Tomorrow we are going to Starved Rock. I've been there before, but it's still pretty cool. I get to meet the other part of the family. Oh well, they're the cool ones anyway. But yeah, trying to stay optimistic here. And I miss you guys!! Well, I should probably go, so you guys have a good weekend. Love love.

What the heck, I think I'll update

Yeah. Well, my mum just got back from her "vacation" saturday. She had to work all week, so she wasn't too happy. Nor was I, for that matter. I really enjoyed my week. It was great. I dunno if you guys noticed, but I really was less stressed. It was nice. But now she's back, so I have to be all on guard and crap. Oh well, I had fun. But I won't be able to do anything this weekend because I have to go to Illinois with my aunt to see her family and friends. I dunno, I haven't seen them in a while, and some of them are cool. But some of them really aren't. And it's with Susan. But I don't have a choice, so I'm not gonna fight over it. That would be bad. Haha, I just realized something. They don't know that I've gone all "goth" and stuff. This shall be interesting.I dunno if they'll care or not, but it really doesn't matter to me anyway. But yeah, anways, just thought that I needed to update. So yeah, see y'all later.

a survey i stole from grant

Name:	Sabrina Hooper
Birthdate:	01/03/90
Birthplace:	louisville, kentucky
Current Location:	louisville, kentucky
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5'3
Weight:	130
Piercings:	want some
Tatoos:	want some
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:	girlfriend
Overused Phraze:	"that's great"
FAVORITES
Food:	pickels
Candy:	chocolate
Number:	14
Color:	purple
Animal:	horses
Drink:	mountain dew
Alcohol Drink:	smirnoff
Bagel:	everything with herb
Letter:	S
Body Part on Opposite sex:	hands
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
McDonalds or BurgerKing:	neither
Strawberry or Watermelon:	strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:	ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla	vanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:	coffee
Kiss or Hug:	kiss
Dog or Cat:	cat
Rap or Punk:	punk
Summer or Winter:	winter
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:	both, but i loke funny a little bit more
Love or Money:	love
YOUR...
Bedtime:	10
Most Missed Memory:	cuddling
Best phyiscal feature:	hands i guess
First Thought Waking Up:	5 more minutes
Goal for this year:	stick with cross country and make no C's
Best Friends:	eryn, maeghan, grant, tommy, manny, issy,
Weakness:	i care for others too much
Fears:	house burning down, or being emotionally hurt
Heritage:
Longest relationship:	9 months
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:	yes
Ever Smoked:	no
Pot:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been beaten up:	no
Ever beaten someone up:	yes
Ever Shoplifted:	no
Ever Skinny Dipped:	no
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:	yes
Been Dumped Lately:	no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:	doesn't matter
Favorite Hair Color:	doesn't matter
Short or Long:	doesn't matter
Height:	same as before
Style:	same as before
Looks or Personality:	personality definetly,sense of humor, romantic, serious, interesting
Hot or Cute	cute, but hot works as well
Drugs and Alcohol:	alcohol
Muscular or Really Skinny:	doesn't matter
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:	1000000000000000
What country do you want to Visit:	france
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep, or having the best time of my life
Been to the Mall Lately:	not really
Do you like Thunderstorms:	YES, I LOVE THEM!
Get along with your Parents:	not at all
Health Freak:	nope
Do you think your Attractive:	yeah, i can be, maybe a little when i don't try
Believe in Yourself:	yeah,most of the time, i try
Want to go to College:	yes
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Drink:	yes
Shower Daily:	most of the time
Been in Love:	yes, but it didnt work out, and im over it
Do you Sing:	in the shower
Want to get Married:	at some point
Do you want Children:	maybe, im undecided
Have your future kids names planned out:	michelle
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:	when it happens
Hate anyone:	2 people
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