Friday, April 29, 2005
Blogs
Well, I'm officially grounded from the internet now. I have to be off early, like 8 or 8:30 now. This is all because of the most stupid, immature, irrational, self-centered reason ever. It's because I won't let her read my blog. Or any of my friends. I mean, come on! It's not her place! I need to have some privacy! Yes, you guys can read it, but that's because most of the time it has something to do with you. And yes, I understand her arguement that it's on the internet and everyone can read it, but everyone doesn't know me. So I don't care. They know nothing about me, or who I'm talking about, so it really doesn't mean much.And as for my friends blogs, that's not her place either. You all need to have a place that you can write and not have to worry about anyone reading it and judging you for it. Which my mum would do. She has already told me that she wants to read a certain someone's because she is worried that they might be depressed, suicidal,or in a cutting mood. You all have a right to your privacy as well. So I'm not gonna tell. I don't think that I should get into trouble for it, but if that's what happens then so be it. I'm not going to do that to you all. I just hope that she'll come to her senses.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Love
I am finally able to blog, so here I go. I have a lot of things on my mind right now, but one seems to be on top. And that is the title. Love. Love is a weird thing. I think that it's the most complicated emotion, ever. I mean, it's a powerful one. And it's amazing how close it is to hate. There is such a fine line there. How do you know when you're in love? Especially if you've never been in love before? When someone says "I love you", do they truly mean it? Or are they just saying it, searching for that attention, that assurance that there is someone there who cares. Or at least seems to. How do you know if they mean it? Do I mean it? When I say that I love someone, or when I feel it, or think it, am I doing the same thing?Am I just wanting to be in love, desperate for anyone who is willing to have me? Anyone who will act like they care, anyone who will say "I love you too". Maybe I am just selfish. I don't want to get caught up in something that isn't real. I don't want to hurt anyone. I just want to be able to know what's happening. And right now I don't. That's why I'm so hesitant to do anything, to say anything, to feel anything. I'm not hard to get, or tough, or anything like that. I'm just confused. I have no idea who I am. And that scares the shit out of me.
Lookie!
Cocktail
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You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Your label is the Nice girl/guy. You tend to care
for others over yourself. However, many people
appreciate your caring side and would rather
stick by you than hurt you. But, there is a
downside. Some tend to abuse your kindness and
take advantage of you. You always try to see
the good in everyone and try not to hate.
Also, you have sharp insight and a great
personality. Calm, serene, and understanding,
you make a worthy friend and a valuble ally to
people in need. Don't change your sweet
nature, your constant being-there can save a
life.
I suggest your go into a field that
centers around working with others such as a
doctor, baby-sitter, psychologist, lifeguard,
or Teacher. If none of these occupations
interest you, it is okay then. I am sure that
there are plenty of oppertunities out there for
you.
What type of teenager are you?
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Your wise quote is: "The best antiques are old
friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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UNGROUNDED!
Yaaaaayyyy! It seems like I've been grounded for forever. I am over at Issy's right now. I have been for the past two nights. Yay. My aunt is upset because, technically, I was supposed to be grounded until after church Sunday. Spending the night at Issy's and hanging out with friends goes against my grounding. But my mu DID say I could. In fact, it was her idea. How screwed is that?But there was no way in hell I was gonnna complain. A lot has happened since I last wrote anything in here. But I do need to update. When I go home, I guess I will, but for now, this'll have to do.
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Spring break!
It's here! Finally! Mo Fabing, RHinehart or Cundiff for a whole week! Yaaaaayyy!!!Well, I'll be leaving early Sunday morning, and I won't be back until late next Saturday. But at least I'm goingto New Orleans! I'm looking forward to it, but I'll miss you guys. Well, I hope to see you all today, so , talk to you later. Enjoy your vacation, and BEHAVE! I love you and I'll miss you all!
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