thanksgiving

Today is thanksgiving, and I'm currently at my grandma's. I know this is corny and all, but I guess I need a little optimism right now, so I'm gonna list some things that I am happy to have at the moment.

-First and foremost, Maeghan. I'm really happy, and lucky, to have her, and I enjoy all the time we spend together though it is never enough.

-Friends.I know that we are all going through a lot right now, and not all of us may be happy, but we're still here, and we still have a chance to work it out.

-My grandma. Although I may not want to admit it, she is getting old and may not be around for many more of these type of things. I really love her, she is an awesome person, and I'll miss her when she's gone.

-I guess I'm even happy that I have a semi-family. I mean, yeah, we don't always get along, but at least I do have a home.

-Pumpkin pie, weird I know, but I'm hungry, and it is reeeeeally good.

So, I hope that you all have a semi-decent Thanksgiving, even though most of us do have to spend it with family, and some that we aren't too fond of, but I hope you can still find a way to enjoy it.










Damn, that really was optimistic, wasn't it?

Boredom

If you fill this out, I'll do the same for you. I haven't done this in a while, and I felt like doing it again.Lol, and if it's easier, or you just feel like it, you could email it to me. So yeah, have fun. I'm a loser, I know, but I don't care.

what would you do if I?
1. I made a move on u:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I asked you on a date:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?
9. i asked u out?:

:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Body:

::WOULD YOU::
13. Be my friend?
14. Keep a secret if I told you one?
15. Hold my hand?
16. Go on a date with me?
17. Keep in touch?
18. Try and solve my problems?
19. Love me?
20. Date me?:

:HAVE YOU EVER::
21. Lied to make me feel better?
22. Wanted to kiss me?
23. Wanted to kill me?
24. Broke my heart?
25. Kept something important from me?:

:AND MORE::
27. Who are you?
28. Are we friends?
29. When and how did we meet?
30. Describe me in one word:
31. What was your first impression?
32. Do you still think that way about me now?
33. What reminds you of me?
34. If you could give me anything what would it be?
35. How well do you know me?
36. When's the last time you saw me?
37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
38. Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?

Hee hee, long, but hey, it's something to do.

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Just Posting

Yeah, I just feel like posting something. So I am. Today is Sunday, and a hell of a day at that. And it's not over yet. I wish it was. Right now I'm at my grandma's, but we shall be leaving soon and going back home. I'll be spending the night at mum's tonight. Oh well, it was worth it, because I got to see Maeghan.That was awesome. Yeah, I spent the night at her house Friday, and that was pretty cool. Then I was with her most of the day on Saturday as well, which was fun. I was supposed to spend the night at Eryn's Saturday night, but Susan called and told me that mum had changed her mind and that I couldn't. I had talked to mum Friday afternoon, and she told me that I had Friday and Saturday to do what I wanted, but that I had to be home by 2 on Sunday. I specifically asked if I could spend both nights as someone's house. She said yes. Mind you, all this didn't happen without a price, but I was going to be able to spend 2 nights with Maeghan and hang out with all my friends. And then mum changes her mind. I love how she can do that.Oh yeah, today was definetly one hell of a day. But I guess I should be happy that I didn't have to go home until 10. And I got to see the Pest (which was awesome), But I'm A Cheerleader (that was beautiful), and Coyote Ugly. No comment needed for that one.So, all in all, damn good 2 days. Oh, and on Tuesday Maeghan and I will have been dating for 8 months. Isn't that awesome? Hee hee, I love it. Maybe we could do something, like the movies. I dunno, and that's only if I can anyways. But I shall try. See you guys tomorrow, I gots to go back to the house to do more work.And yes, I just said gots.

Halloween

Halloween was cool. I got to go trick-or-treating with Eryn and Andykins, which was awesome, and then we went to a party. Man, they had the greatest food! I wanna go back...and the kiddies were so cute! They were everywhere.I felt so old, and yet not.It was cool, I had fun, and it might have been my last one, so at least I got to spend it with friends. Once again, don't have much time, just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still alive, even though I know you see me everyday.Lol. Well, I'm gonna go, because mum says bed.Ttyl.